` I Hate e world...

Sunday, December 17, 2006 - my life is full of doubt...

the same old sayin....
time flyin so fast...
my kor finish servin his ns le...
but goin for oversea study...
for at least 3yrs...
haix...
therefore i'm goin to b the eldest at home...
takin charge of my younger bro n sis...
n even the family...
think once my kor goin off to perth....
i will have lots of stress...
if i had a problem, hu can i tok to?
hu can i ask help from?
wat m i goin to do...
to help my younger bro n sis?
when my parents qurral?
i dnt noe how to overcome tis...
but i noe...
i muz try my best....
coz it's a need to do so...
haix...
me losin confident in myself....
feelin tat watever i do....
alwayz goes wrong....
or even fail....
y??
f*ck up
LYC....
.......
felt like a failure....
losin in confident....
fail of havin respect....
fail of makin family to trust me...
fail in gettin gd grades...
the most fu*k up thing i fail in....
a relationship....
........
can anyone f*ckin wake up my mind??
i'm so sick n tired....
i'm totally drain out...
wat can i really do???
even it's holiday....
i felt tat i'm nt enjoyin....
but....
thinkin wat can i really do....
to sholve the methods??
haix...
i'm so fu*k up....
i'm simply a useless crap....
tat's gd for nth....
juz hope tat i bcome stronger...
to face n overcome all tis....
i no longer wan to feel hurt....
n weak each day goes by....
but a stronger person....
goin to pray f*ckin hard....
damnn....

LYC

I hate U at 3:46 PM

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luvs
**loves**
. ice-cream n chocalate
. sportz
. kidz
. motivatin ppl around me
. crackz stupid jokez
. cheerful atmosphere
. keep myself fit & heathly
. friendz n buddies
. i simply love my family!!

hates
**hates**
. being lonely
. being hurtz
. being bewilder
. being helpless
. betrayer
. liar
. bulliez

wishlist
**wishes**
. someone for me to love more
. meet my MISS RIGHT
. grad frm ite n get to poly
. get back my 6-pack
. help as many ppl as possible
before i leave tis world
. a new hp
. my parents to strike on 4D & Toto
den i gt more $$$..
to buy wadever i want... haa
. world peace

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