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Sunday, December 24, 2006 - merry x'mas to all

hey...
friends out there....
wanna wish u all merry x'mas...
do have lots of fun...
well...
time really fly....
c...
another yrs is goin to b a past...
n things around u had happened....
witout even knwin....
been askin myself....
is tis yr a great yr for me??
well...
to b true....
nt at all....
is been a complicated yr for me....
things had happened so much....
tat i felt weaker....
when each day had past....
i'm losin confident....
in studies....
frinedship....
trust....
n even my relationship....
.......
when will tis kind of feelin stop??
of coz....
i hope asap....
been tellin myself over n over again....
i muz change for the better....
nth goin to f*ckin stop me....
.......
i wan to b tat yc....
tat mix around well wit others....
givin a listenin ear n a helpin hand....
but....
i cnt even help myself....
i even started smokin....
i wanted to stop....
but how?
things had nt go smoothly....
on wat i wanted....
n....
my kor....
the closest tat i'm wit...
in the family....
is goin for oversea studies....
for at least 3yrs...
haix....
hu can i go to...
when i completely down....
hu can i look out for??
damn f*ck up....
nw i only left a few friends...
tat's my side....
the holy bastard....
sy n lp....
n those tat think tat i'm close to...
hey....
holy bastard , sy n lp...
thx soo much....
for havin patience n confident in me....
i might nt b the open yc....
tat alwayz close to u all....
but i'm tryin my best....
i noe i had changed....
but....
i had left wit no f*ckin choice....
i promise....
u goin to c a much better yc....
by next yr.... 2007
coz it's a need to.....
sorry tat had bother u guys.....
thx alot....
brothers n friends forever.....
hey....
to the one tat had left me....
juz wan to let u noe tat....
i'll b completely fine...
very soon....
even u had lie to me....
play my heart out....
we r still friends....
we won't b tat close as in the past....
but we r friends....
juz give me time....
i'm sure u goin to c a complete difference me....
i guess....
haa....
let the past b past....
n let the new life come into me....
i wish n hope for the better....
so do all my friends out there....
tc....
n have a great new yr comin up....
smile alwayz....

LYC

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luvs
**loves**
. ice-cream n chocalate
. sportz
. kidz
. motivatin ppl around me
. crackz stupid jokez
. cheerful atmosphere
. keep myself fit & heathly
. friendz n buddies
. i simply love my family!!

hates
**hates**
. being lonely
. being hurtz
. being bewilder
. being helpless
. betrayer
. liar
. bulliez

wishlist
**wishes**
. someone for me to love more
. meet my MISS RIGHT
. grad frm ite n get to poly
. get back my 6-pack
. help as many ppl as possible
before i leave tis world
. a new hp
. my parents to strike on 4D & Toto
den i gt more $$$..
to buy wadever i want... haa
. world peace

days missin U
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